I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I don't respect you since you won't respect me.
I'm sorry that if I don't get good grades I won't be able to look after you in the future.
I'm sorry that you have a headache and that I've been talking non stop since the fireworks.
I'm sorry that everything you've done you've done for me.
I'm sorry did I forget the not.
I'm not sorry for any of these things reality check PLEASE.
I've already tried respecting you it didn't work.
Today I asked one thing from you and that was some respect.
Do you know what you said well you pretty much said "I don't get any respect around here."
WAKE UP FOR FUCKS SAKE!
GET YOUR HEAD IN YOUR FUCKING HEAD BITCH.
ARE YOU OR AREN'T YOU THE ADULT IN THIS HOUSE?
REALITY CHECK.
IF EVERYONE WAITED FOR SOMEONE TO DO SOMETHING FOR THEM.
WE WOULD ALL DO NOTHING.
THAT'S WHAT YOUR SAYING YOUR WAITING FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?
An eye for an eye that seems to be your way of thinking at the moment and that is wrong!!
You wat me to say nice things to you yet you never say anything nice to me.
When you were asked about it this is what you said "my mother never used to give me any compliments ever."
Well sorry sweetie that stage of you life is over.
What about me????
Look after you when I'm older I'll have my own life and you WILL have yours.
About your headache I've got one too except I've also just had a sick day still have sore throat and my shoulder blades and arms are sore from studying and exams. I've also got a cough that has lasted about 5 weeks and I never get a good nights rest anymore.
So stop your bitching.
The last point we both know that is completely true and there would have adoption available....
So mum stop your moping and complaining about your sucky life and do something about it or stop complaining about it.
Cause whenever someone complains it doesn't make anyone feel any better.
So sorry about this post a tiny few of my feelings escaped onto the web.
Everyday people use masks to escape danger to hide their true feeling what happens when the mask doesn't go away.
And your true feeling never can show through.
This blog represents the cracks in my mask "the real me"
And before anyone says oh this girl is just trying to get attention because I'm not.
I'm just making sure I don't commit a murder suicide.
Even though it is pretty tempting.
So looks like its time to look back at the past again.
Seeya stalker.
Love
Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen
01:02 6/11/2010
Music the universal language. Music has the power to move you and does so. Whether it be tears or to lighten up a situation. In every T.V. show there is music it might be that dramatic music whether someone is in danger or dying. Classical music requiring full orchestra is beautiful and can move you in many ways. the harmony of all the instruments is amazing. I want to learn how to play some of these magnificent instruments with the help of my friends. Also there is globalized music such as cds and music videos. Music is everywhere and it is awesome. ROCK ON =P
-Sarah
22:09 23/08/10
Hey for the stalker who follows my blog anyone?
Sorry for the lack of posts.
Had bad flu-cold thing still do.
But finally the last of my exams are over.
For this year that is.....
Oh yeah some thought while I was sick....
I would rather do that rather than it.
Umm I think my math teacher saw some of those marks would rather not have to explain it. Oh well will probably do that next anyway.....
After all, you have perfect legs to stand on.
Edward Elric (FullMetal Alchemist)
True.
Seeya stalker
Love
Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen
01:23 6/11/2010
