Meh

Telling more people which has been hard but worth it. :)

Meh

Telling more people which has been hard but worth it. :)

Whats happening?

Is it getting worse? I can't tell you
As it gets worse I fake more
I lie more
I pretend more
I scar more
And I hurt more
More than ever
And it's going to kill me
But that's alright
But its not

So can you tell me?
The truth?
The way out?
Can you tell me?
My lies from the truths?

No you can't
Because if I can't
How could you?


So anyway I'm at my dad's surrounded my dangerous stuff for example there was a hole container of blades. He won't miss one will he? oh well it's really sharp :) god I'm a nut I actually am I'm a suicidal nut. But thats alright for me it is damn need to buy panadol :) Why am I putting smily faces everywhere :( That's more like it isn't it?

Anyway night :)

Got to stop faking :'(