To think

God it's hard to think that it has been 2 years 1 month 1 day and 16 hours since you left.
But to me it feels as if you're still here.
Sometimes I catch myself thinking of seeing you
Then I remember.
Sometimes I wish I could forget everything and everyone.
But then I would forget about you and all the great times we had together.
And how much I love and miss you.
And even though it's sad I never want to forget those memories.
Because they make me who I am.
And who I am going to be.
They are my past and a part of me.
Even though it hurts when I think of you I can still remember the good times.
Which can make me smile.
I will always love you.
I will probably never feel the same way about anyone else.
I wish you were here.
I miss your hugs and your warmth.
I miss you always.
I love you always.
Hopefully I will see you soon but not to soon.
Love Sarah.
Okay sorry for anyone who happened to read that so um yeah.
Man that sounds so depressing don't get me wrong I don't talk like this in real life just ask anyone I know.
Sorry I just had to write it out.
Yes if you were wondering this is where my thoughts go.
And they are not the pleasantest things ever.
So sorry about that.
If you know me I won't normally talk about these thing.
And also if you know me how the hell did you find my blog?
If you know me I would prefer it if you don't talk to me about this blog, because this is nothing.

Seeya stalker
Love
Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen
17:28 31/10/2010





I decided today that I would write in this here book. Don't ask why I decided to write in this book because I have no idea why. Okay maybe I do know. So I will tell you the reasons. Reason 1: Handwriting needs to improve. Reason 2 So I can sort out what I want to do from one day to the next. Reason 3 So I can make some decisions. Reason 4 I don't really know why maybe because I'm bored.
-Stahn
13:59 21/08/2010



Yep so that was the first entry in that book.
Just so you know I will be skipping out some parts.
Because  I don't need to write them here as well.

Seeya stalker
Love
Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen
17:38 31/10/2010