=S

Book~

We are different people are different. You're different, I'm different. Why can't we all just accept others' differences instead of trying to be 'normal'. Because our differences make us human if we wanted to blend in we would be a fish. Or something that is the same as every other one in it's species.

-Chicksterisme    23:25         5/10/10

 Blah running late should post soon....

To know what is right and choose to ignore it is the act of a coward.
Hataki Kakashi (Naruto)

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:34             30/12/2010

Blah

Book~

Haha I'm really bored well I was then I started reading heaps of yaoi which is quite well lets say interesting. But its a great way to kill time if you're a teenage girl. Well night got an early start. Nite~~

-Sarah          22:07        4/10/10

Blah can't be bothered doing anything.

Sorry I'm late. I got lost on the road of life.
Hatake Kakashi (Naruto)

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:26         29/12/2010

-_- T_T

Book~

The future us somewhat uncertain. Yet it is somewhat certain. We know that tomorrow the earth will still turn. But we don't know if we will be in it. Or if by some chance a meteorite hit earth and we all died and the earth disintegrated. But that probably won't happen tomorrow. Everything will be the same. The future is . . . unwritten and if it isn't I hope it's a happy ending.

-Sarah   22:48      3/10/10

Ugh mum is lecturing me.

Again.

If you wish to kill me, hate me, detest me, and live a detestable life... Run, run and cling to life. And one day, when you have the same eyes as me, come before me.
Uchiha Itachi (Naruto)

So yeah 

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:02              28/12/2010

=/

Book~

Life isn't fixed it's moving and following. And it hangs in the balance the balance between life and death. Life is special.

-Sarah        23:59          2/10/10

Wow in the book tonight I will do a recap of this year might take awhile so short short post.

Peace under an illusion is not true peace. It's only meaningful if the real world manages to accomplish it.
Gaara (Naruto Shippuden)

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:13                       27/12/2010

Boxing Day

Got some cool stuff..

Book~


Nature verse nurture? I believe its a bit of both and personality. If you were brought up taught how to kill instead of how to sing. You probably not going to suddenly want to join a choir. Or if you can't read or write. You can't become a teacher to lecture classes on how to write a speech.
Nature and nurture and maybe a few other things =P


-Sarah           22:44             1/10/10

So christmas for me was .....
Nevermind this will turn up in a month or two.

Hate, sadness, and even happiness . . . to be able to share it with another person . . . from fighting with him, I learned that. He knew pain like I did. And then he taught me that you can change that path. I wish that someday I can be needed by someone. Not as a frightening weapon, but as the Kazekage of the Sand.
Gaara (Naruto Shippuden)

Anyway night

Love,

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

03:00      26/12/2010

Christmas Eve

Book~

What is lost can only be remembered.

What is found will be cherished.

What you have is up to you.

And who you are is your choice.

-Sarah      23:38        30/09/10

Oh ....

That day....

I will miss you forever and always.

And think of you often.

Tomorrow is christmas.

Yet it just doesn't feel right.

In order to escape a road of solitude, one has to work hard, and forge a new path with their own power!.
Gaara (Naruto Shippuden)

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

22:37       24/12/2010

Hey

Hey what do you know I'm not sleeping.

Again.

Book~

Time heals all wounds. With time those wounds may disappear but the memory won't and neither will the scars. Time can dull pain but can never fully heal some types.

-Sarah         23:19           29/9/10

It's christmas tomorrow and to me it's  just another day.

Sure there will be gifts.

But you can't be there.

You won't be here.

Religion, ideology, resources, land, spite, love or just because... No matter how pathetic the reason, it's enough to start war. War will never cease to exist... reasons can be thought up after the fact... Human nature pursues strife.
Paine (Naruto Shippuden)

 

Love,

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

03:57                   24/12/2010

Hey

Book~

I want to be a person that can be relied on a person that is smart and healthy. Also I want to be someone who is liked. All of these are achievable. But the path towards them may become hard and difficult. But the more difficulties the greater the rewards.

-Sarah    22:59          28/09/10

I don't see why I try.

I honestly don't.

Maybe

Just

Maybe it's because I want to be noticed.

Yet I know I really hate attention.

So why

Bother?

Because I don't know anymore.

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

0:52   23/12/2010

A post in 2 mins less done =D

Sorry it's just to late to do a proper post will do one in 15 mins =D

So no book

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:56    22/12/2010

Book~

Saying goodbye can be hard or easy. Depending on a few things. The type of goodbye. The person or thing. For example saying good bye to one of your mates is usually very easy. But saying goodbye to someone for a very long time or forever is very hard. The stuff we fear is not understanding or understanding to much.

-Sarah                   22:37             27/09/10

Ugh will be busy tomorrow reason for real early post.

Not that anyone notices or cares.

Night I need to sleep now after about 40 hours no sleep.

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

01:13      21/12/2010

Sleep -_-

Book~

My wish list changes all the time as do I.What you want may be a reflection on who you are. We all walk down the same paths to which the destination might be unknown but if you walk in good company the journey won't feel as long and hard.

-Ha lolz                 Cya for real this now

-Sarah           23:05                26/09/10

Man I'm not even tired even though I only got 30 mins sleep at most.

Well I mean to say not that tired =D

Night learning computer stuff =D

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:31         20/12/2010

Book~

Hello I'm back from the mythical land (claire's b-day sleepover). Which I personally think kinda failed. First off everyone wanted to do different stuff. Which meant that I was really bored. And the tension just rose up. Some people wanted to sleep etc. I wonder why it didn't work. Too many people with different tastes. Or too long together with no break? Any ta ta for now

-Sarah            23:00       26/09/10

Yeah same kinda shit is going down in our friend group now.

But I noticed it back then. 

=(

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:43       19/12/2010

Well not sleeping

Well as you can tell I'm not sleeping at the moment so blogging instead.

Book~ well there isn't one sorry instead somthing I modified from my dA journal

APPEARANCE
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I’ve had/have braces.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

EMBARRASSMENT
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[x] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

HEALTH
[x] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] Broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

TRAVELING
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve driven / ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.

EXPERIENCES
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.

RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I’m single. ...
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I don’t believe in love

HONESTY/CRIME
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve snuck out.
[ ] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[x] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

DEATH AND SUICIDE
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone/something dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[x] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

MATERIALISM
[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie

RANDOM
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] Don’t kill bugs/don’t like to
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I care about grammar.
[x] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I like white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] All my answers were totally honest

PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[ ] say I’m skinny
[ ] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[ ] force me to eat
[ ] say I eat too much
[ ] wish I’d eat more
[x] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic

FAMILY -
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

RELATIONSHIPS -
[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY -
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

BAD TIMES -
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I’m addicted to self harm.
[ ] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[ ] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] I’m at my thinnest
[ ] I’m at my biggest
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[ ] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[ ] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x ] I’ve thrown food away
[x ] I’ve spat food out
[ ] I’ve taken diet pills
[ ] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[x] I work out daily
[x] I exercise to counteract eating
[ ] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

I’VE DONE -
[ ] Weed
[ ] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[ ] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[ ] Anti-depressants
[ ] Ecstasy
[ ] LSD
[ ] Mushrooms
[ ] Speed
[ ] Cocaine
[ ] Other
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[ ] I have a diet blog
[x] I look at thinspo
[ ] I collect thinspo
[x] I’m doing this for me
[ ] I’m doing this for someone
[x] I’m doing this to prove myself

And another thing straight off dA

As we look forward to a new year let us remember this year.
---------

This year has been a lets just say a b***h to a whole lot of people.
Is it just me or is the world becoming a worse place to live in or is this just called growing up and face the music. In this year there have been a whole s**t load of disasters bp oil spill, earthquake down in Canterbury, a few tsunamis thrown into the mix and the haiti earthquake those just name a few.

This year has been a pretty s**t year in someways but not all of it.


For the top 10 of 2010 you can go to [link]
That link up there reminded me of some that I too had forgotten.

Isn't it funny as soon as there is another disaster we forget about one of them either the latest one or the earlier one, actually it isn't funny it's sad.

Wishing everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year.

I hope next year is better.

Seeya Sarah

Even though I have put this up I hope no-one notices it...

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen_

03:33  18/12/2010

What's the point?

Book~

We all have different reasons for living. And these reasons change my reason for living at the moment is to see the future. When I'm older if I manage to get into university and med school I will live so that I can help other people. I reach my goals. 

There are heaps of reasons for not living but you have to keep in mind all the good reasons.

Yay no sleep for me =P

-Sarah          23:22           24/09/10

How so much has changed looking back at that.

My reasons are pretty much gone.

Whats the point?

Religion, ideology, resources, land, spite, love or just because... No matter how pathetic the reason, it's enough to start war. War will never cease to exist... reasons can be thought up after the fact... Human nature pursues strife.
Paine (Naruto Shippuden)

This world is suffering along with everyone in it.

The thing is not many can see that.

And if they do what do they do about it?

Most will do

Nothing

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:35       17/12/2010

 

Another Post

You know this is just another post.

But you never know it might not be just another post it might be more it might be less.

Anyway 

Book:

You only realise what's important to you once you nearly lose it. Or it's gone. For example you can't appreciate something if you have never lived with out. it. Things such as clean water never in my life have I had to have unclean water so I don't think about it when I have a glass of water. Seeya later..

-Sarah         22:00          23/09/10

You know just reading a few later entries in my book.

And you will/ might see them here

Seeya Stalker

Love
Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:16      16/12/2010

+_+

Book~

Needs and wants. Need is something necessary for survival. Want is something that improves or makes life more comfortable. The thing is you have unlimited needs but very few resources. Your amount of resources can depend on your life style and so can your wants for  example you don't see someone in africa wanting an ipod . They probably just want something that is a need like water. But here we don't even think about it. If we want it usually we can save up and then get. Which costs money.

TODAY AT MARKET DAY I GOT TO TAKE HOME $95 yay for money.

-Sarah              22:07            22/9/10

Sorry short post typing when I probably shouldn't be.

Seeya stalker

Love,

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:55             15/12/2010

Ugh

Man it only take a long time of something pissing you off everyday.

Till you get sick of it.

If I have any stalkers reading this don't worry it isnt you.

But man I am so sick of putting up with all the shit and that.

Yeah I don't see why I try bothering.

Becuase it won't matter I will be out of your life very soon.

Family? Let me tell you what kind of link I have with them. They are just lumps of meat linked by hatred and murderous intent.
Gaara (Naruto)

Well I always find it funny how the quotes tend in someways reflect my views.

But maybe that's why they end up here.

Man I need to find that bit of paper otherwise I'm in trouble. (With myself)

Just so I can finish some self assigned homework.

Yay =D 

Oh yeah no book to day seeing as I already have blogged this morning.

Seeya Stalker,

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

22:15     14/12/2010

LIke

Like I have said I'm stupid.

I'm stupidly staying up when I know I should.

I'm stupidly not doing the right things.

I'm stupidly thinking about stupid things.

I am stupid.

Emma and maybe Hope I know you might read that.

But to be honest I don't care I just had to write it down.

And if you do see it don't acknowledge it at all.

In fact forget all about it thanks.

Book~

Money is used for almost everything in this world.

I hope I make some tomorrow at market day.

Yay for money I love it but have none.

 -Sarah            22:57          21/9/10

You know I have half a mind to tell and half a mind to not.

But either way 

It is still a dangerous game I play.

And for that I am so so sorry.

Sorry to whom at this point I don't know.

But I am sorry

Sorry for everything.

Love,

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

01:08             14/12/2010

A post

Book~

Do you humans have any point in this world. I believe we do but we have ignored our reason. And instead of maybe helping the planet we are causing more damage to it. Name a good hting we have done. Okay now take that and think what has caused it. And the answer is most likly us. You don't see any other species destroying anything as much as we do. Yeah we're becoming more aware with some stuff and taking action

But what is the cause...

-Sarah         22:01            20/9/10

Shit.

I'm stupid.

About  so many things....

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:22                 13/12/2010

Short pos

Book~

I think this world is quite sad we produce enough food for everyone to eat in the world  yet millions are starving and millions are getting fatter. the poorer countries are getting poorer and thinner and the richer countries are getting fatter and richer. The world is insane. I mean come on is there any point in us humans?

I'm kinda not really loving it <3

-Sarah 22:28              19/9/10

Yep short today

Love,

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:45           12/12/2010

Lies

The truth?

There is a "lie" in believe, "over" in lover, "end" in friend, "us" in trust, and "if" in life.

Book~

Goals we all have them. (I think.) And we live too achieve those goals whether it's long term or short term. But how do you go about achieving your own goal. Good night.  1st aid 1st thing tomorrow 

-Im not tired 

Hope I'm not late again. =D

-Sarah     23:59            18/9/10

Man saying goodbye is a really hard thing to do.

And it hurts.

Mallory, Sofia I miss you guys so much already please come back soon.

When someone leaves you realize how much they mean to you.

Just like you don't know how much something is needed till it's gone.

No entry yesterday because had a really really long phone call with Emma.

Only about 5 hours.

High 5 =D

Yeah I'm sick of faking.

But I have to.

Man me and my mum are best buddies forever.

More like never.

They are boarding plane now =(

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:54     11/12/2010

You

I know that emma might read this.

But that is the point.

Is it.

Emma I know exactly what you mean.

And I know what you mean by putting on a mask and faking it.

Talk to me everyone else does.

Book~

Everyday is the same yet not. There are about 24 hours in each day yet the world will be in a different position and so will other planets. One day may seem to go on forever. And yet it is only a fraction of a slither of life. Day to day life, all seems the same but will never be replicated in our lifetimes. Have a good day.

-Sarah          22:26             17/9/10

I still don't know what to do thou I've made a solution.

But I know it's not the right one.

I'm sorry.

Emma I only just read your blog.

Please if you need to talk to me.

Please.

Bye bye Stalker

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:07              9/12/2010

Hello~

looks llike I'm getting a prize 2 moro
bye
love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:06     8/12/2010

A

So yeah,

Not much to say anymore the year is almost over two days left.

Book~

At the moment I want a lot of things and almost all of them cost money. Which I don't have and I'm not likely to get it off mum. So I need to get money for myself. What are some ways of getting money selling some of my stuff. Getting a job. Is that all ...... yep  WOW a whole two ways of earning money 0.o So I need cash get a job is my first choice but I'm too young at the moment. Oh yeah I can do babysitting and cat feeding for myself. Does that count as a job? Once I get money what am I going to do. Talk to you about it next time Night

-Sarah          22:18         16/9/10

Well yeah bye....

Stalker

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:45        7/12/2010

Bothered

Can't be bothered just had prize giving.
Night

 Stalker~

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:51       6/12/2010

Hmm

Book~

I've kinda run out of things to say which is surprising coming from me! =P  At the moment we need to get our house renovated and to do that we're going to need to know how to borrow money and after that we're not going to have much cash. Which means I'm going to have to get some money off other people i.e bit is not mum. But how? Talk about it later with you.

Btw that crossed out weird I don't know what I was thinking.

-Sarah                23:26                   15/9/10

Yeah I tend to do that a lot my thoughts just wander off in the middle of things.

There is no such thing as perfect in this world. That may sound cliche, but it's the truth. The average person admires perfection and seeks to obtain it. But what's the point of achieving perfection? There is none. Nothing. Not a single thing. I spit on perfection! If something is perfect, then there is nothing left. There is no room for imagination. No place left for that person to gain additional knowledge or abilities. Do you know what that means? For scientists such as us, perfection only brings despair. It is our job to create things more wonderful than anything before them, but never to obtain perfection. A scientist must be a person who finds ecstasy while suffering from that antinomy. In short, the moment that foolishness left your mouth and reached my ears, you had already lost. Of course, that's assuming you are a scientist.
Kurotsuchi Mayuri (Bleach)

So not muc more that I will say here,

Night stalker,

Love 

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be-seen

23:45        5/12/2010 

Crap

holy shit...

I'm definitely going to be caught now..

my uncle has got my usb and

my camera card to get back lost memory off my camera card

in effect going through the latest pics I've ever taken...

Shit

I'm so dead

I know what i will do

Ignore it

Pretend I was mucking around with fake blood and all that

A horror thing

Yes that is what I'm going to do

Even then I'm still in deep crap....

Fuck 

Okay calm

what is the worst that can happen

...

.....

Oh fuck!

....

Hopefully camera doesn't remember stuff

Well at least that 

stuff

God I sound like I murdered someone

which i haven't 

as far i can tell at least

SHIT

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

15:48        4/12/2010

What

Book~

Sleep is amazing and wonderful. But at night I can never get to sleep and in the mornings I can never get up. If we didn't have to sleep sure we would get a lot more things done but wouldn't we get bored? At the moment I'm bored and have to keep looking for things to do. But I love sleep it's when your body gets to relax along with your mind. Have a good nights sleep =D

-Sarah         22:47            14/9/10

Well today we went to Vic uni.
Which was really really fun and amazing.
We made flubber and slime =D
I can't wait to I go to university.
If I make it.
I hope I do.


Seeya stalker

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:40            3/12/2010

Duh

Duh Duh Duh Duh

Da da

40 hours

Duh duh duh

Book~

You may have worked really hard for something then 'bang' one mistake, one tiny little mistake and all you've worked for it is over. You have to start all over again. It might be your mistake or someone else's. It doesn't matter. It still stuffs things up for you. But what if it's your mistake and you stuff up someone else's.

-Sarah             21:55        13/9/10

Yeah I got a 3rd one now.
A  'true'  one.

How I envy the feeble and frail... If I were inept, I could simply blend in, not stand out, and get lost in the crowd... I yearned to be just another sheep... And if that was asking too much i'd settle for ... walking amongst the lions.
Coyote Starrk, Espada 1 (Bleach)

So yeah,
Seeya stalker

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:45                2/12/2010 

Duh

Duh duh duh duh.

Da da.

40 hours.

Duh duh duh duh.

Book~

You may have worked really hard for something then 'bang' one mistake, one tiny little mistake and all you've worked for is over. You have to start all over again. It might be your mistake or someone else's. It doesn't matter. It still stuffs things up for you. But what if it's your mistake and you stuff up someone else's?

-Sarah              21:55               13/9/10

Started a 3rd one.

A 'true' one.

-_-

So today we had work experience.

Which pretty much made me a slave for a day.

Is that what it is like to work in a office?

Book=

How focused you are is affected by heaps of things. If you're tired or hungry you aren't going to be able to focus as much. If you want to be more alert and not tired you need more sleep. At the moment I want a lot of stuff, but for stuff I need cash. And I need cash. Talk to you later TTLY =P

-Sarah       21:40           12/9/10

Wow I must not have been focused.

I mean look at it I have already done one of these posts.

And it's TTYL not what I wrote.

Seeya stalker,

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to-be_seen

23:37           1/12/2010

0.o

Well I have a skill I just found out.
I can even scare myself.
Not sure if that's a good thing.
 
Book~

The feeling of something going wrong is horrible and you can't get used to it no matter what form it takes. Whether it is being rejected by a guy or failing a test or just failing at something similar. It is a really sucky feeling. But the opposite of failure is success. It could be getting a good marks in a test or winning a card game. Success makes up for those failures, and those failures lead up to those successes. For example a quote kinda " A reporter came up to Thomas Eidson? and "said how come you haven't given up yet?" and in reply he said "I have just found 500 ways that don't work and I am that much closer." That's kinda what was said any way good night got to get up in less than 8 hours. Seeya

-Sarah                11/9/10             23:22
                                ^9/11 R.I.P

Night then stalker,

Love,

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:54           30/11/2010

Anyways

Rawr

Now I'm a treasure hunter =P

the book:

What come around goes around is so true. So treat people the way you want to be treated.If someone treats you nice you are more inclined to be nice to them. On the other hand if someone is mean to you, you are more inclined to be hostile. Same rule you scratch my back I scratch yours.But some people you try to be nice to but they are just mean back. And reverse situation here. Some people are just so full of them selves! I just want to knock them of their perch =P

Dance was awesome

-Sarah         23:30         10/9/10

Well what do you expect.

I know the people who know me can see 'me' but only what I let them see.

Man there are so many dicks in this world.

Heaps that don't even have dicks!

Man this world is so messed up.

When you are up high, all the stuff that looks confusing and messed up... suddenly becomes crystal clear.
Senna (Bleach: Memories of Nobody)  

^That is so true.

On Saturday my dad ,mum dad gf and I got in an argument.

I left after awhile.

And stood on the fence that over looks our house.

So I was quite high up.

And I saw how pointless it was.

Seeya stalker,

Love,

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:23                  29/11/2010

Ugh

Didn't get home till 12:32am this morning.

And was awake till 6:00am.

Slept 4 hours.

But I couldn't be stuffed getting up till 3:00 pm.

Reason for no post yesterday.

Book~

The opposite sex. What is the point of guys? I believe there is no use for guys except that they are stronger and nice to look at and they do stop the bitchiness and meanness to some extent. Imagine a whole world full of girls. Horrible or better. Who knows? Nighty night            dance tommorrow

-Sarah            22:12     9/9/10

Night 

Seeya stalker

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:02            28/11/2010

Home

No saying much just got home...

Book:

You could have the best plan in the world and one tiny complication could screw it all up. I mean just look at Christchurch someone could have had a really good plan. And something unexpected happened. The earthquake wasn't expected in Christchurch so their buildings weren't as earth quake safe as wellington. Because wellington is on the main fault line. Rawr

-Sarah           22:22           8/9/10

Not quite true what was above but oh well.

Was at the ukulele orchestra.

Reason for late 

Seeya stalker

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

23:51            26/11/2010

Just a post.

Just got a hair cut.
So now I will have to straighten my hair everyday.
That should be fun!


The book:
 
Boredom we will do anything to escape it. Such as writing in a book as I am now or learning  new things. We try to keep ourselves busy because when we're not we get bored. Oh yeah last night I like totally forgot to write here. I fell asleep before I could write in it hence two posts today.
 
-Sarah         06:10     8/9/10
 
Just found my blade as seen in the pics.
Had been moved.
So mum must of found.
That means deep shit for me.


It's impossible to feel exactly the same as someone else... but when you both care for each other, your hearts are able to draw a little closer together. I think that's what it means to make your hearts as one.
Inoue Orihime (Bleach)  


=C

Seeya stalker,


Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

22:19          25/11/2010

Do I care...

I would like to think that it doesn't hurt.
Even though I know you're just joking.
But you always seem to hit so close to where it really hurts.
So all I ask of you could you please be careful who or what you joke about.
Thanks

The book: 

Had no posts for that day oh well
7/09/10


Moving on,


Finally went to karate today,
But before I went I decided I should walk home.
It nearly killed.
And that isn't an over statement had pretty big asthma attack on the way up the stairs.
Luckily I had my inhaler with me.
Hooray for inhalers.

I went to karate anyway.
Felt okay...

Don't use such strong words...it makes you look weak.
Aizen Sosuke (Bleach)

Night all,

Seeya stalker,

Love

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

 23:28                 24/11/2010

Deviant?

Well guess what?

I decided I would put some random pics up on deviant.
It was interesting anyway.
That fictional series I'm going to put up should be interesting
I promise I will write the truth in the end regardless of the trouble it may cause.
So yeah

The book:

Goals we set our selves goals then we count down to those goals. Because those goals give us meaning and a path to follow. And once we achieve those goals we move on to bigger goals. We might become greedy and ambitious with our goals. But they're still goals. =P

-Sarah     21:55        6/09/10

I've got a few questions for my mates that I can never ask.

If you saw the real me,
What would you think of me,
And would you still be friends with me?

It's always a lot easier to let something fall apart than it is to try to hold it together.
Yumichika Ayasegawa (Bleach)      


So there we have it for today

Seeya stalker,

Love 

Just_another_bored_teen_trying_not_to_be_seen

 22:02            23/11/2010