Times are kinda are changing, urges still come and go. Exams came and went. Lol just yesterday. I finished mine for now I failed most of them but hey. Life moves on. It truly does but the memories remain. Of what I have done and so do the scars. Only have relapsed once and that's when I was really down so I guess that's better. I decided on Saturday I would like to look in to Jehovah Witness's Religion. And I am now organising bible study with a family friend. Which is looking better.
I have my first meeting with my counciller on thursday, my doctor suggested it she know as do the school counciller and one friend that is about the suicide attempt. I still probably will someday in the future but not using that method. And I don't think in the near future.
My dad has gone nuts maybe he swears that the goverment and illuminati came through the house and took photos of everything. He was high though.... And he see's and hears other things so we think he's schizophrenic.
Bigish post love ya,
Sarah
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