Please may I?

Please may I die here today?

And leave all the pain behind.

Because I've been left lying there.

Because I've been left crying there.

Because I've been left lying here today.

Please may I die here today?

And leave all the pain behind.

Because I just don't know what to do.

Because I just don't want to face the truth.

Because I just don't want to explain.

Please may I die here today?

And leave all the pain behind.

Because of you.

Because of trust.

Because of me.

Please may I die here today?

And leave all the pain behind.

Because you noticed.

Because you knew.

Because I told.

Please may I die here today?

And leave all the pain behind.

Because I'm an idiot.

Because I'm stupid.

Because I'm fat.

Because I'm me.

Please may I die here today?

And leave all the pain behind.

Because I do what I can to ease the pain.

Because I want to die.

Because I don't have the courage to.

Please may I die here today?

And leave all the pain behind.

Because I can't.

Because I do.

Because I cut.

Because I don't see any other way.

Please may I die here today?

And leave all the pain behind.

Because I'm sorry.

Because I'm in pain.

Because I'm confused.