Hey

Just wanted to say a few things
I know my last few posts have sounded pretty sad.

So here a not so depressing one
I hope at least
I have got amazing friend who are all very smart funny and talented each in their own unique way. That is a good thing right.......
School this year has gone a lot better a lot less missed assignments. Horray
Ive made AND kept a bunch of really good friends ILY guys
At the moment I'm back in touch with my dad and sister which I guess its good but not sure if its worth it =/

Our house will be getting renovated soon which means we wont be in the house for a while and hopefully before long our house will be better and bigger =D

I've managed to sort out quite a few things.
(in my head)
I think I might be back on the road to being fit and active I HOPE AT LEAST AT LEAST
I've got myself a bikini now just need to gain some muscle so I can wear it ;)
Some of the things I have figured out that I want to achieve slash get are:
1) Contacts
2)Good grades
3) Be fit and healthy
4) Try to remain happy and calm
5) Talk less / let others talk more (im trying have cut back a bit already) =P
6) Eat healthy
7) Help around the home even if me and my mum don't get on at all I can't always be a parasite
8) PS2 + games plus other material items
9) Start my cat feeding business


Hopefully I can achieve most of these goal by FEBRUARY THE 2ND the day after we get back to school the day I finally turn 15 OMG I just realized something I forgot to put on that list here it is 10) Drivers license

Most of the things on that list can be interlinked for example if I set up cat feeding that could get me fit as I run around to the different cat feeding places and that would also get me money to buy the other stuff I want. Goes on imaginative rant on all the stuff I want and me having it

But if I want any ANY of these things I have to work hard for it by myself. Because I'm sure as hell not going to be given any of these by anyone. The sad truth about life.

Oh yeah the good grades part links into what I'm going to say next EXAM DUH DUH DUN Yep I said wrote/ thought it.
FOr the good grades one that I can start now because I'm going to need good grades because if not *shudders*. There are only to exams I have permission to fail those are Chinese and social studies because I'm not going to do them next year so they don't matter I don't really care about the Chinese exam because unless I study excessively long and hard I have no hope in passing.

But for the other exams I want to give it my all. Which means trying my hardest. This year will be the last year for my carefree attitude.
So that will kinda suck.
Oh well it will be for the best. Wont it?

My friends are awesome and ILY ALL (as friends don't get your hopes up)

Seeya stalker
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